阳光总在风雨后。
我不是个勇敢的孩子。我害怕困难，我害怕前路的茫然，还害怕面对前路的艰辛，我害怕面对没有方向感的世界，我害怕失去自我。
我总是会在事情快要有结果的时候，特别是在自己有不好感觉的时候，选择逃避。
我总是想学着去坚强，可是坚强并不是那么容易的一件事。坚强总不是我想象的那样子坚强，它并不是两个字，它并不是一种心情，它不是一时的冲动就能完成的事情。我觉得它好难。我曾经尝试着去做，可是最终我还是失败了。我还是放弃了。虽然事情总是以失败而告终，虽然事情总是以放弃而结束，但是我并没有很轻易的说出不。搜虽然不是个勇敢的孩子，可是我也不是轻易放弃的孩子。我的放弃总是在挣扎了之后才做出的决定。
请你不要以为，在你坚强了之后就一定是彩虹，就一定是美丽的世界在等着你，人并不是会事事都顺心，我们照样会面临失败，我们照样会面临痛苦，我们照样会面对哭泣，只是在我们失败在我们痛苦在我们哭泣之前，你要尽量争取。
或许，我是个失败的孩子，我是个还没有长大的孩子。所以我的世界总是失败比较多。不管我努力了多少，我的失败率总是会有70%。
可是那天之后，我觉得，我的生活不该是这样子的，我的生活也不应该是失败的，我的生活也该是五颜六色的。我也权利我也有能力去争取彩虹的。
生命真的很脆弱。大自然两分钟的颤抖，我们就面临生离死别，我们就开始人心惶惶，我们就开始不知所措，我们的大地就是一阵阵的慌乱。
同样，生命也是很坚强的。废墟中的可乐男孩，为了有活着意志力的看书女孩，那个废墟中锯掉双腿才被拯救出来的女孩，经历了几天几夜还能被解放军战士救出来的人们，如果面对着眼前的废墟，看着周围的黑暗世界，他们放弃了生的意志力，那么他们活着吗？他们还有生存的希望吗？
经历了那天，我渐渐的明白，我好像不再是个小孩了，我该做的事情还有很多，我不该那么轻易的说放弃，很多事情我要是再咬咬牙，我也是可以看见彩虹的，我也是可以看见美丽的火光的，可是我总是在最关键的时候犹豫了。尽管我的犹豫也是经历了思考的，可是要是我在思考一下，再好好的想一想，我的周围也会有美丽的奇迹出现的，我的彩虹也在不远处的。我错过了很多次看见彩虹的机会了。
错过的是永远不会再来的，眼前的还在，我要抓住现在，对眼前的事情不要轻易说不了，我要用心的去坚持，我应该用尽自己全身的力量去争取。还是那句，经历了风雨不一定见彩虹，可是不经历风雨就一定不会看见彩虹。
In the sunshine after the rain.I am not a courageous child. I am afraid of difficulties, I fear that the way forward at a loss, but also afraid to face the difficult road before, I was afraid to face the world without a sense of direction, I fear of losing self.
I always will be things about the outcome of the time, especially in their own bad feeling when the choice of escape.
I always want to learn to strong, but strong is not so easy thing. I did not imagine the firm's strong like that, it is not the word, it is not a mood, it is not based on impulse will be able to complete the matter. I think it Haonan. I try to do it, but ultimately I failed. I give up. Although things always ended in failure, although things are always to abandon the end, but I do not have very easily say no. Although not found a brave child, but I do not easily give up the child. I always give up the struggle only after the decisions made.
Please do not think that your firm is a rainbow after a certain, we will certainly is a beautiful world waiting for you, people will not always have seemed, we still face failure, we still face suffering, we still face Crying, but we failed in our pain in our cry, you have to fight for as much as possible.
Perhaps, I am a failure of the child, I was not grown up children. So I always failed the world more. No matter how much I try, I always have a failure rate of 70 percent.
But the day after, I feel that my life should not be like this, my life should not be a failure, my life is also the colorful. I have the rights I have the ability to win the rainbow.
Life is really very fragile. Nature two minutes of trembling, we face Shenglisibie, we started to panic, we begin at a loss, our land is the waves of panic.
Similarly, life is also very strong. Coke in the ruins of the boys, in order to have the willpower to read girls alive, that the ruins were not Judiao legs save the girls, after a few days and nights can be the People's Liberation Army soldiers rescued the people, if Facing the current ruins and watched around the Heianshijie, they abandoned the Health of the will, they alive? » They also have hope of survival? »
Experienced a day, I gradually understand that I like is no longer a child, and I do many things, I should not give up so easily said, a lot of things if I bite Yaoya again, I can see the rainbow, I can see the beauty of the flames, but I always in the most crucial time hesitate. Despite my hesitation is also experienced a thought, but if I think about, think again good, I will be around the beautiful miracle, I rainbow is not far. I missed a lot of opportunities to see the rainbow.
That will never miss again, the present is, I would like to seize the present, the immediate things do not easily say no, I have to the intentions to adhere to, I should be exhausted his body strength to fight for. Or sentence, not necessarily Xiancai Hong experienced a storm, but we will certainly do not experience the storm will not see a rainbow.
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